Explaining Judgment Happening All Over
(Blog 0013 AndrewHadden.com)
I came to the realization that the country, and the world, are going to need an explanation of the judgment that is about to come, but that they will not likely pay attention until after it comes. Then the explanation will be sorely needed to give them hope, and help them understand the good heart of God, even in judgment – so they will not be consumed with fear. But I knew I needed clear guidance from God. Then God said, “It is necessary – to give them hope, explain my good heart, even though I must judge to protect my people, and especially their children.”
Then God told me to explain it all, briefly, as I just had in a letter to a Christian in state politics, that God wants to take higher. Then God told me to “adapt” from the letter I had just sent him that explained much. The letter has personal elements, but maybe people at large need to be spoken to more personally. And, if one blog is going to be used to explain so much to the world, it needs elements that explain who I am, and the journey God has brought me through to expose the things I expose – that explain why massive judgment had to come to protect God’s people, and their children. Considering I have written much, including in a book, this blog is brief, compared to the length I could write.
What caused recognizing this need to warn and explain, to the general public, the judgment coming, was sensing that God is eventually going to judge very broadly, even though he had previously avoided it, saying, “The nation would bleed.” He feared that judgment that broad would be just too much for people to understand and receive reasonably, as God defending his people, by judging great evil going on in secret. What changed was that I saw God keep trying to get someone in the Illuminati, or secret Satanism, a knowing perpetrator, to repent and expose what has been going on in secret, the great evil. He also tried, over decades, to get other victims of this great evil to submit to his difficult healing process to expose these things.
For decades, I have been personally involved in God trying to recruit people involved, or more victims, to expose these things. God deliberately sent me to churches secretly run and controlled by closet Satanists or the Illuminati. I was even around denominational leaders that were secretly involved, though God did not reveal it at the time. God earnestly tried to bring them to repentance, many of them. God also wanted to bring revival and offered them that. He also, near the end of my journey, had me clearly reveal my callings and my story to them – which served as a warning to them, to get them to repent – to no avail.
By warning some, who are connected in these evil hierarchies, God considers them all warned. Now it seems his mercy has been exhausted, and he is willing to have to explain to his people why the massive judgment, across the country, had to come, even if they had to be very shaken by it, at first. We serve a loving God, a God very reluctant to bring final judgment on anyone, even people doing great evil. However, to protect the righteous – and especially their innocent children – the time of massive judgment has come.
From here, I will adapt from the letter that I mentioned above:
You say, first and foremost you are a Christian. Can I say, first and foremost, I work for God? That is how a no-nonsense friend described me recently. God calls me his messenger, but the job has gotten way bigger than I expected. Now I need help – if the nation is to survive. I asked God what would happen if I did not take the next job he has for me, and he said the nation would fall and my family would be refugees. I took him seriously. I will be running for high office, soon, from the position of being quite unknown. God has indicated for many years that he will change that, to where I will have to dodge throngs of media soon, and from then on. I have felt a little like Moses at the burning bush, thinking about recommending God send someone else – but I knew better than to repeat what got Moses in trouble.
I took God seriously, because he has had this habit of telling me things coming, including and especially things coming on the nation, and the world, and they kept coming to pass, again and again, for many years. I warned top leaders of Arab Islamic terrorism coming ten months before 9/11, and God sent me back ten days before 9/11 to ask them if they had taken it seriously. God warned me of a day being “a day of blood,” and it turned out to be the day of the bloodiest mass shooting in the history of the country. God had me warn of hurricanes coming, when one had not struck Florida as a hurricane in over ten years. From then on, Florida and other states got pounded, with even record hurricanes. I also warned of plague, brutality, and riots before they came. See why I listen? Will you?
God has had me warn leaders of a war coming, a war predicted in scripture, in Ezekiel 38-39. That is where God warns of a horde of now Islamic nations, listed by their ancient names, coming against Israel, and a nation whose description rather uniquely fits the United States. Eventually, God had me label it “World War Three,” because he labels it that. Without me, my role, more Christians will die, a lot more, than if I don’t step on the scene. I have done a lot, warning, behind the scenes, but now God is arranging a spotlight. God describes me as a “defender and deliver of God’s people in the end times.” The role is in scripture. God led me through many scriptures on the end times, and end-times callings/figures, before telling me my calling, and scared and shocked me to my core when he told me, many years ago.
I tried to dismiss it for a long time, until I asked God to provide exact confirmations through others, and he kept using ministers to give exact confirmations until I just had to accept it. There are two end-times prophets predicted by predictive types in Zechariah chapters three and four. One of them was a leader in the priesthood, and the other was a leader in government. By prophetic example, types, they predict two prophets prophesied directly in Revelation 11:3-12, whom God called “my two witnesses.” Why are they called witnesses? God has used prophets taken on tours of great evil being done in secret to expose it, as his witnesses, and warn of judgment. One example would be Ezekiel, in Ezekiel chapter eight, who then warns of judgment in chapter nine.
America is going to be struck from within, by terrorists who have been here plotting and preparing a long time, and who will have help from within our government, and without. We have traitors in office now. Many are working toward a totalitarian government they control, and they are not concerned about staying within the law to try to bring it about. The Antichrist, the Beast, is holding the strings of bribed puppets in our government. How do I know? In 1987, when I was in seminary, God told me, “You will be my witness. Go and fight the Beast.” He has prepared me all my life for the calling. I have had a grand tour of evil in government and in the Church. I am married to a prophetess who has endured a grand tour of incredible evil in the Church. Those secretly in the occult and worshiping Satan/Lucifer are involved in both cases.
God has told me a lot about the coming war, and it starts by terrorism on our soil, with us finding proof of state actors later that make it World War Three. But much special effort will be necessary for the nation to survive. We will also be dealing with economic collapse. God says we will need sheriffs’ militias and more to survive as a nation. They will need trainers with military experience, and to be issued AR-15s. Russian agents on our soil will be assisting terrorists. Nuclear blasts on our soil will be attempted. God wants to use prophets and supernatural revelation to discover the nukes before they can be detonated.
Natural disasters will also be coming – including earthquakes and tsunamis. Storms beyond the most severe in documented history will be coming, with some very unique in nature/cause. But God has a plan for the protection of his people. He explains his people are: “Christians and Jews, Christian Jews.” God will fulfill what is indicated in Revelation 18:4 talking of God’s people being called out of the nations, out of the world’s ruling system, referred to as “Babylon.” He will fulfill Zechariah chapter ten, which speaks of waters parting again, as they did in the first mass exodus. God will specially enable those Christ referred to as “counted worthy to escape” (Luke 21:36).
I had many years to get my head around the idea of being a prophet, along with whatever else I have been, which is a lot. Politics and government, God did not force me to accept until mid-2017. I was prepared to be an advisor and friend to a president, but did not realize he wanted me to be in high office myself. But eventually, God showed my wife and I that God had been speaking about it a long time, to us and through others, but more symbolically.
But let me tell you my story very concisely. My father and his father were ministers who believed that what God did in the Bible he still does today – so they saw it. My father was in the Navy in World War Two, on a fleet oiler that made five invasions in the Pacific. He had God speak in an audible voice to save his life when kamikazes hit the ship, as to which route to take to his battle station. Had he not listened, he would have been shot to pieces. He used a firehose to sweep burning fuel over the side to keep it from blowing up him and the ship, by getting to the fuel tanks torn open by the attacking planes. But he was also the acting chaplain and ministered to men as they died with their guts shot out. He also endured tremendous persecution from the “atheist” captain. They took away his bunk, shredded his clothes, told the deck crew to work him to death, and made multiple attempts on his life, almost succeeding. He said there was also open sodomy on the ship. God told him America would be like that before he returned. He went on to be an evangelist, a pastor, a Bible college teacher and administrator, and a missionary – in that order.
Coming out of high school, I got mail from colleges all over the country, but nobody explained the opportunity before me, or that it mattered which college you went to. The only college my father urged me to consider was West Point. He even took me to tour the campus. With what I am to do now, I would probably feel better prepared if I had taken that route, but God had other preparation in mind. I went to a Christian liberal arts college and was a chemistry major half my time there. I decided I liked people better than test tubes and switched to get a degree in management, with minors in math and physical science, but had thirty semester hours of chemistry and physics. I planned a Master of Business Administration degree (MBA) right after that, but God let me face extreme sickness that took me from being able to dunk a basketball and pole vault, to being barely able to walk when I got out of the hospital. After considerable recovery time, God called me, to I knew not what, but sent me to the Bible college at which my father was teaching. There the dean advised me to earn the MBA I originally planned, as well as a master’s degree in Bible from the denominational seminary. I felt God was in his advice and eventually completed that plan. I did very well in my schooling. I also completed the equivalent of an accounting major and earned CPA credentials, and eventually got a lot of additional classes and training in information technology/computer science. I also eventually earned professional credentials in disaster recovery planning.
I got top-flight experience on the corporate comptroller’s staff of a large international oil and gas company, both as a professional accountant, as well as a financial systems analyst. I spent time in consulting, speeding up the FDA approval process for a prosperous pharmaceutical company (background that has felt very relevant in politics lately). I was in corporate planning for an industry-leading international freight company, doing financial analysis, forecasting, and planning, as well as systems development for operational and financial modeling systems – all in support of executive and board-level decision making. But honestly, I thought all this was “detours” from the ministry I desired, that were forced upon me, but God eventually showed me it was preparation for the government calling I did not suspect I had.
When I finally finished the graduate degree in Bible, I finally got some ministry experience, but was quickly pulled to the denominational headquarters and given leadership in financial and information technology areas. But God used me there to warn leaders of things God was saying were coming, that then came. God had me warn the top leader of sweeping revival coming, that then came right away and had a large impact for five years. I undertook to lead the administrative and technical preparation for the impact of that revival and a huge harvest of souls to come. I also preached there at intervals, and ministered in churches in the area.
But then God said it was time, and it had far more impact than I realized. He had me start my own ministry, with prayer at the core, and run it on the side for two years, before leaving the denominational headquarters. In fact, God had had me turn down multiple big promotions at the denominational headquarters, because he said he wanted the first of my strength in prayer. Not only was God telling me things coming on the denomination and the nation, but he was also healing me in a way that would bring to the surface many things that had been expertly done to me outside my conscious awareness, from birth, some of which my government was deeply involved in.
I am obeying God to tell you these things, but you need context. God wanted me to know the evil at work in our world, and arranged it, from birth. My wife had a similar journey arranged. My parents grew up in Washington, D.C. My father married his high school sweetheart, against the advice of parents. The result was that he married into a family of churchgoing Baptists, who were secretly involved in the occult, the Illuminati, at a high level. My maternal grandmother owned forty wooded acres outside of Washington D.C. on which occult gatherings occurred, and the occult was practiced at an extreme level, generationally. Those generationally in the occult have capabilities and knowledge, and connections, far beyond those who practice the occult openly. She was also apparently connected to those in the CIA.
People in the Illuminati, and Satanists, protect themselves, and arrange to control and use those around them, with specialized knowledge of both the demonic and psychology. They start by traumatizing and torturing people. They split their personalities and create at least one more personality or identity in them, a personality/identity they can bring to conscious control of the person on command. For most, that other personality is created when the person is an infant, or at least before age eight, when the likelihood of success of the techniques drops off considerably, but not completely. If they have created a split/alter personality/identity in them as a child, they can arrange to control the person outside of their conscious awareness, for a lifetime. The psychiatrists and psychologists used to call these other identities “personalities,” and the disorder “Multiple Personality Disorder” (MPD), but when they realized most of these identities do not become fully developed personalities, they switched to calling them all “identities” and the disorder, “Dissociative Identity Disorder” (DID).
Some children, as a survival technique of the mind, can create a separate identity in themselves that contains the memories of horrible things that happened to them, especially as a very young child. It is a way for a person to survive, by somehow believing that the trauma is not happening to them, but to another child. Those in the occult, it seems, found a way to manage this natural phenomena to their advantage.
But that is not the whole picture. The Bible tells us a lot about the realm of spiritual warfare, and warns of Satan and his demons, at length. Occult practitioners – through getting demons to do their bidding through sorcery, spells, and curses – can exert considerable control over people who are not Christians. But Christians can also be vulnerable if they, by unrepented sin, or invitations to the demonic through dabbling in the occult, or use of objects used to involve the demonic, create holes in their spiritual “armor” talked about in the New Testament book of Ephesians, and especially chapter six. People in the occult know how to create a split personality in someone and force that identity to agree to self-curses, or yield control, or invite demons into themselves – and the only personality they know they have never knows consciously, of these hidden memories. Those in the occult can develop that other personality, created by them, to force them to become an active member of the cult, outside their conscious awareness – for a lifetime. The occult does this to ministers and their families, to destroy any anointing or spiritual power from God they can have. They also use people they control to desecrate the church sanctuary and molest children and youth in the church. It sounds like science fiction, but it’s not.
An expert, saved out of a family high in the Illuminati, notes that this use of dissociation is what drives the Illuminati, and that half of the people in the Illuminati, do not know they are in in the Illuminati. Those that know they are in the Illuminati are those that control all the rest of them, and switch them to their other personality on command. That other personality can be fully developed into an expert sorceress, or an assassin, or an infiltrating agent. They can, and do, leave people with the alter personality as just a scared and compliant child who does whatever they are told – for the sexual pleasure of anybody in the cult that knows how to switch them. This allows for women and children to be trafficked sexually for a lifetime – outside of their conscious awareness. If this seems farfetched, remember that we are eyewitnesses and prepared to testify before Congress or a court of law about these things. But we would testify as former victims, not participants.
But the easiest route for these occult practitioners to establish control over someone is to rape them as a child. The Bible clearly says that sexual union, with a person’s spouse, or with a harlot, makes the two “one flesh.” That means that, in the spirit realm, they act as if they have one body – and any demon in one person in that sex act has permission to transfer freely into the other person, from then on. For a child, being raped by someone in the occult, people who willingly invite many demons into themselves, that child will be immediately demonized.
I should probably mention at this point that God had me study spiritual warfare and deliverance (exorcism) for seven years, even consulting internationally recognized experts, and being admitted to an international society of deliverance ministers – exorcists. Let us be clear, demonization is normally nothing like it gets portrayed by Hollywood. They want you to believe you have never been around anyone with a demon in them. The truth is more likely that you are often surrounded by people with demons in them. Demons are smart enough to stay hidden and impose increasing control over a person without the person ever knowing they are there – until someone gets discernment from God and is about to cast them out. Then they will fight more openly.
So, given all this, let’s talk about the risk to children. We have seen secret satanic cult members live perfect “cover story” lives as wonderful Christians, highly regarded in the Church. God characterized this as, “Great evil, cloaked in religion and good deeds.” In fact, they are often ministers and ministers’ wives. You can expect them to volunteer to work in the church nursery. And the women molest just as much as the men. They will even consistently volunteer with a friend who is also in the cult, so there appears to be the “protection” of multiple people present. In that situation, a child can be raped or molested, and demonized, and a split created in their personality that can be used to control them later, but keep that control secret. And it can be done in a very short amount of time. Extend that to anywhere people are leaving their kids in someone else’s care.
Let’s extend this one more layer. In the occult, they know that when a person, and especially a child, is being traumatized, such as raped, they are programable. Hypnotic suggestions can be given in that moment that will exert very real control of that person outside of their conscious awareness. I have heard the testimony of someone traumatized by a satanic cult where they were being molested by multiple women at the same time – who were chanting “You’re a lesbian!” repeatedly. God drew my attention to what is going on with young teenagers suddenly becoming convinced they are “trans” in record numbers. God tied it to this kind of rape/molestation and programming going on “thousands of times a day, all over.” Hence, they want control of our children – even for a moment in a bathroom of a retail store, but especially in schools. Have I awakened you yet?
I have been on a long tour of evil, all my life, and you are not to the bottom of it yet. It gets worse, and it is in government, and the military, and in the intelligence agencies. I am an eyewitness. I was a “test subject” in the unconscionable experiments of the CIA and the military intelligence branches that were investigated by what was unofficially called “The Church Committee,” after a congressman, and the “Rockefeller Commission” appointed by a President. When I was in the midst of studying spiritual warfare for seven years, I was also in the midst of spiritual warfare intended to take me out, with suicide. It is standard programming used by these groups to take out their victims later in life, when there is a likelihood that things they have done to them may start to break through the “amnesia barrier” they create, with separate identities holding the memories of what they did to you. But I am tough, stubborn, and obedient to God. God got my permission first, but said he was going to reach deep down inside me, and that it would be like surgery. He also warned not to crawl off the operating table or I would “bleed to death.” The metaphor was not exaggerated.
God used incredible trials as the scalpel to cut down to where all these suppressed memories were hidden. I had been warned when I was first called, after college, that I would be tried as by fire and refined as gold is refined. Twenty years later, God turned up the heat even more, again with my permission. It was trials off the scale that drove memories that were off the scale to the surface, to conscious awareness, in layer after layer. Few would obey to go through what I went through, and my new wife went through. She is my second wife. The first was a major part of my trials, and controlled by her family to try to destroy my calling. (My first wife left me without scriptural grounds and gave me ample scriptural grounds to remarry.) To get to suppressed memories, God bombards you with stimuli, and emotions, that make you feel like the traumatic suppressed memories made you feel – until they break through to the surface, to conscious awareness. It was a miserable life, but necessary to get memories of misery to the surface. God made up for it with much of his presence, and encouragement, and fellowship.
When the core of the memories came to conscious awareness, it came as a child in utter anguish calling out, “I won’t be your assassin!” What it led to was conclusive evidence that I was trained, as a grade-school-aged child, to be an assassin, and the training took place on a military base. The training was conducted in a way that included sexual assault of children, as part of a study protocol. (God had arranged my knowledge of the terminology of clinical studies before the memories came up.) There was also absolute torture and trauma. Many children died in the training. Children were forced to fight to the death with knives. They were forced to shoot, with guns held to their heads. We were also forced to near death countless times, with near drowning in a pool. I saw them pull one girl out of the pool and leave her dead on the side. (The near drownings evidently evolved into waterboarding.) They also did unconscionable medical experiments on us. But the people doing the training had no fear of ever being discovered or prosecuted.
Eventually, God arranged for my new wife and I to talk to someone saved out the Illuminati, whose family was high in the cult, nationally. They had been through similar training, which they identified to the CIA’s MKUltra projects, and knew others who had been as well, and someone older who had been through exactly the same training. The training apparently evolved over time, so people of different ages had different, but similar, memories. I would have been in Wichita, Kansas most of this time, but also spent a summer in the Washington, D.C. area then. My grade school was near an Air Force base now assigned to military intelligence. Some of my trainers’ top experts spoke German and expected you to. And ties to the occult, the Illuminati, were evident.
As you probably know, there have been many supposed exposés on MKUltra. However, I have found that they tend to talk about what they cannot hide, but falsely claim that they did not achieve mind control, even if they have to twist the context of quotes to do it. They also try to convince you that they tried because they were oh so patriotic. They absolutely did achieve mind control, and the occult is using it all over America. Colin A. Ross, a clinical psychiatrist, proved they achieved mind control, in a published book, and I am an eyewitness that they did.
I need to warn you, there are going to be a lot of things that happen around me. God sees them as necessary. Satan, in scripture, is called an “accuser of the brethren.” He still uses slander as a weapon. It has been used against me for decades. Mostly, it has been done by those in the Church whom God later indicated are actually in satanic cults who infiltrate the Church. God, in mercy, has had me warn them, but God intends to take them out. There are also those in government that are similar, and they have been warned. That includes Biden. That took guts to do, but I have learned to love my enemies, and do all God asks to give them a chance to repent. But that chance is now past.
There are also those whose disobedience has cost lives and souls. God measures his actions mostly in souls – final, eternal consequences of people’s actions. Many ministers, many of them famous, have received communications explaining the times, and all that is at stake. God was seeking a place to introduce a great revival and bring a great end-times harvest of souls. Their disobedience was rooted in selfishness that has cost souls. God wanted to introduce the two witnesses in a positive context of miracles, signs, and wonders in the Church. Much delay has been forced by disobedience, and that has cost souls, and evil has progressed. So, when the two witnesses are released, those ministers who casually ignored and rejected them and God’s plan will be instantly judged. Those who received the slander and judged unscripturally will also be judged, including many in the Church and the ministry.
What happens may terrify even those in the Church. The fear of God will return. But God wants me to explain the judgments, and God’s righteousness and purpose in it, and give people hope. Otherwise, many may take their own lives, or the lives of others, to take what they think they need to survive, or want for their last pleasures before eternal punishment. Part of giving hope is to explain that the end times will not take place as the predominant self-appointed experts have taught. There is still hope. We are not yet in the final seven years, and people can still have sins forgiven, after repentance and faith in Christ’s sacrifice for us all, and they can still attain heaven by God’s grace.
However, God waits, and adjusts his plans, to choose the perfect timing to change the country, and the world, the most, and save the most souls and lives he can, even though he resorts to judgment. Even God’s judgment is rooted in his love. And these secretly evil people are already doing horrific things to the people of God, even to their innocent children. And they plan to put the Antichrist in power and annihilate the people of God in this nation. I was shocked to find that my calling to fight the Antichrist starts in my own nation, and has already started. God told me that many have been bribed with what, and who, including our wives and children, they can take, once totalitarian government is in place. Someone defecting from a family high in the Illuminati reported that they tend to become pedophiles. That appears to be the root of a lot of things going on. But Satan works many plans to destroy this nation, and its Christians, not just one. The rise of radical Islam seeking to conquer many nations is another.
God wants me to mention the Masons/Freemasons. Many have exposed the occult nature of their secret vows and their ties to the occult. One verified source, a defector from the Illuminati, said she had never met a 32nd degree Mason or above that was not also in the Illuminati. Deliverance ministers know that anybody having been in the Masons, or descended from one, will need deliverance (demons made to leave). That has been the visible, but disguised, power structure of the Illuminati, all over America, for a long time. A researcher I trust told me of a known letter from George Washington, expressing his concern that the Illuminati was infiltrating the Masons. About the time America was founded as a nation, an Illuminati messenger in Europe, carrying their plan to take over in Europe, was struck by lightning, and their plans were discovered. That resulted in kings of Europe throwing them out. It would appear they took their plans to America. I have read that the first independent/third party in America was formed out of a concern that the Masons had too much power in national politics – and that was a long time ago.
One author correlated the most damaging and evil decisions of the Supreme Court in this nation to the known Masonic connections of those on the Court. We need a constitutional convention to draft amendments to protect us from their next damaging opinion, as well as the past ones. Even those connected to the U.N., and connected organizations, have a visible agenda to push children’s “rights” – in obvious preparation for open season on our children by pedophiles.
A former director in MI5 in Britain, in his fairly recent revenge tell-all book, noted you had to be a Mason to get in. A high-level KGB official in the last century, in a book by a famous defector from the KGB and a top scholar on intelligence agencies, was noted to have firmly believed the Masons had a plan to take over. I firmly believe that, with the election fraud of the last presidential election, they have begun the execution of that plan. I believe that Biden went far left, much farther than his campaign promises, because they are confident that they can continue to be “elected” from now on. The influence of the Illuminati, the Masons, and those secretly in Satanism, combined, is enough to explain what is going on, even at the local level. Masons have long infiltrated legislatures, the judiciary, law enforcement, and more, all the way down to county seats. A reliable defector estimated the Illuminati was one percent of the population, but emphasized it was the most powerful level in the population, and they are very wealthy. They also said they control another one percent. But they said the level of infiltration in the military was twenty percent. They also indicated the Illuminati seeks to infiltrate or control the media. Evidence of their success in that seems easy to see. And when they fight against things, like the film “Sound of Freedom,” a film trying to protect children from pedophiles, they are doing a good job of showing their true colors.
But God is not willing to stand by and let his people be entrapped. “I am a weapon,” is something God wants me to say to you. Maybe you need more hope. Many do. My first task is to give people hope. God has called me a defender and deliverer of his people in the end times. But there is a lot of power behind that, and you can see it in Revelation 11. God only lets Satan appear to win for three and one-half days, at the very end of the age, when the two witnesses are slain, but then resurrected. Christ is not weak, and his chosen weapons are not weak. Once protected, they will not be able to kill me until God changes things to allow it at the end. You will note that the two witnesses, in Revelation eleven, cannot be killed, and are supernaturally defended, with fire, fire that normal human bodies cannot generate as written in scripture. I chose to take that as symbolic of the pronounced judgment of God, then carried out by God. But God more recently corrected me. He is going to give me more like the protection and powers of angels, for the sake of his people. One angel in scripture killed 185,000 soldiers of the superpower of the day, in one night, stopping an invasion, to defend God’s people – and God keeps reinforcing that comparison. The two witnesses being the defenders and deliverers of God’s people will be very real.
To give you some assurance, let me tell you a little more. I carry prophetic authority, like some prophets in the Bible, and some New Testament apostles – who pronounced judgment and saw it rapidly carried out. People have long had stunning visions seeing me in the roles of Moses and Elijah – and the supernatural around them. I will add that people have had revelations, symbolic, but clear, of God eventually transforming my body in a supernatural way, and restored youth. I have been prepared all my life, but I just turned 67. But keep in mind that Moses started his calling at 80, and Joshua and Caleb had their strength extended to conquer the promised land, in spite of the 40-year delay caused by the disobedience of others. Now I feel compelled to say, “So shall you be.” For context, God has spoken of supernatural enablement for those he calls, “Fighters.” God long ago acknowledged that we, my wife and I, stretch people – but then he showed us it is to make them “giants.” Get bigger and come fight the battles you are called to. See the victories of the ages. [I left this in because it applies to many similarly called.]
Long ago, I applied, tested, and was accepted to become an FBI special agent, but decided to take another path. God’s path allows me to do far more than I could have with the FBI, or West Point, but the country is facing an “all-hands-on-deck” situation . . .. Will you help? God can multiply your efforts. . . . I am preparing the team God identifies to me. America will have to be defended on our own soil, where our massive technology-driven war machine can’t do much to help us . . ..
May God be with you, and your loved ones, in the days ahead. Be assured, God has a plan for the deliverance of his people.
Since I based the above on a letter, perhaps I should consider this a P.S., a post script. God prompted me to say more, not originally in the letter I adapted above. I pondered saying more to cause those that might be fearful of God, or of me, to be more confident of who he really is, and who I am. Then God said to me, “Who are you, inside?” I am a husband, a father, and a friend. I strive to love my wife very deeply, faithfully, and tenderly. I strive to do the same for my daughter, age six, and my son, a few months past two. I have grown sons from a prior marriage, and tried to do the same for them. My wife and I started out as best friends, and became that after only knowing each other for a few weeks. And neither of us knew for many months that God might be arranging anything beyond that, but he was. I was trying to obey God to let her into my heart – as a friend – and help her heal.
I did a lot of that, helping people heal. I care about people. I invested more in wounded people than most ministers want to. I tend to see in people what God sees in them – lots of potential. I try to help them get there, to what God sees them as becoming. I tried to do the same for my former wife. And, along the way, God insisted that I learn to love my enemies. I did, even though they did some really evil things to me, and to those I love.
But along the way, I learned that God really does need to defend the oppressed, by dealing with people who won’t stop oppressing them. We tend to want a loving God who would never judge anyone, but that would be a God who never stops evil people from oppressing innocent, helpless people, even children, and babies. If we are oppressed, we want a God who will deliver us, even if he has to judge evil people to do it. I have learned that God will allow his people to suffer quite a bit, in this temporary life we live on earth before a blessed eternity, in order to give evil people the chance to repent and not face eternal punishment and pain, that was originally intended for Satan and his fallen, and very evil, angels.
I have ahead of me two callings, both of which I need to fulfill at the same time, but not the same part of the week. On weekdays, I need to be a leader, at a high level. On weekends, I can be a minister, speaking publicly about God and the things of God, and ministering compassionately to people in need of personal prayer. That is not hard for me. I did it for many years, having two roles. I served as a leader in financial and administrative and technical areas during the week, and ministered nights and weekends.
I can be tough when tough is needed. I had to fight to survive as a child. I participated in every sport for years, and excelled at some. I did well at learning two different styles of karate, and learning mixed martial arts later in life. I learned the endurance to walk many miles at a time later in life. I prepared to defend myself and my loved ones with deadly force, if needed. I had to, since evil, murderous people wanted to keep my wife and I from exposing, for the good of others, the evil they are doing. And I had to learn to trust God to defend me and my loved ones as I do his will and fight evil and powerful people. God is faithful. And I learned to be very attuned to God’s voice, something that took many years. But my life and the lives of many others will now depend on that ability, in what God is calling me to be and do. For many years, I went through horrors and trials in which I hoped for a deliverer. Now God asks me to be one. I will not fail.